Thoreau

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1854WALDENOr Life In The Woodsby Henry David ThoreauECONOMYECONOMYWHEN I WROTE the following pages, or rather the bulk of them, Ilived alone, in the woods, a mile from any neighbor, in a housewhich I had built myself, on the shore of Walden Pond, in Concord,Massachusetts, and earned my living by the labor of my hands only. Ilived there two years and two months. At present I am a sojourner incivilized life again.I should not obtrude my affairs so much on the notice of myreaders if very particular inquiries had not been made by mytownsmen concerning my mode of life, which some would callimpertinent, though they do not appear to me at all impertinent,but, considering the circumstances, very natural and pertinent. Somehave asked what I got to eat; if I did not feel lonesome; if I was notafraid; and the like. Others have been curious to learn what portionof my income I devoted to charitable purposes; and some, who havelarge families, how many poor children I maintained. I willtherefore ask those of my readers who feel no particular interest inme to pardon me if I undertake to answer some of these questions inthis book. In most books, the I, or first person, is omitted; inthis it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism, is the maindifference. We commonly do not remember that it is, after all,always the first person that is speaking. I should not talk so muchabout myself if there were anybody else whom I knew as well.Unfortunately, I am confined to this theme by the narrowness of myexperience. Moreover, I, on my side, require of every writer, first orlast, a simple and sincere account of his own life, and not merelywhat he has heard of other men's lives; some such account as hewould send to his kindred from a distant land; for if he has livedsincerely, it must have been in a distant land to me. Perhaps thesepages are more particularly addressed to poor students. As for therest of my readers, they will accept such portions as apply to them. Itrust that none will stretch the seams in putting on the coat, forit may do good service to him whom it fits.I would fain say something, not so much concerning the Chinese andSandwich Islanders as you who read these pages, who are said to livein New England; something about your condition, especially youroutward condition or circumstances in this world, in this town, whatit is, whether it is necessary that it be as bad as it is, whetherit cannot be improved as well as not. I have travelled a good dealin Concord; and everywhere, in shops, and offices, and fields, theinhabitants have appeared to me to be doing penance in a thousandremarkable ways. What I have heard of Bramins sitting exposed tofour fires and looking in the face of the sun; or hanging suspended,with their heads downward, over flames; or looking at the heavens overtheir shoulders "until it becomes impossible for them to resumetheir natural position, while from the twist of the neck nothing butliquids can pass into the stomach"; or dwelling, chained for life,at the foot of a tree; or measuring with their bodies, likecaterpillars, the breadth of vast empires; or standing on one leg onthe tops of pillars- even these forms of conscious penance arehardly more incredible and astonishing than the scenes which I dailywitness. The twelve labors of Hercules were trifling in comparisonwith those which my neighbors have undertaken; for they were onlytwelve, and had an end; but I could never see that these men slew orcaptured any monster or finished any labor. They have no friend Iolausto burn with a hot iron the root of the hydra's head, but as soon asone head is crushed, two spring up.I see young men, my townsmen, whose misfortune it is to haveinherited farms, houses, barns, cattle, and farming tools; for theseare more easily acquired than got rid of. Better if they had been bornin the open pasture and suckled by a wolf, that they might have seenwith clearer eyes what field they were called to labor in. Who madethem serfs of the soil? Why should they eat their sixty acres, whenman is condemned to eat only his peck of dirt? Why should they begindigging their graves as soon as they are born? They have got to live aman's life, pushing all these things before them, and get on as wellas they can. How many a poor immortal soul have I met well-nighcrushed and smothered under its load, creeping down the road oflife, pushing before it a barn seventy-five feet by forty, itsAugean stables never cleansed, and one hundred acres of land, tillage,mowing, pasture, and woodlot! The portionless, who struggle with nosuch unnecessary inherited encumbrances, find it labor enough tosubdue and cultivate a few cubic feet of flesh.But men labor under a mistake. The better part of the man is soonplowed into the soil for compost. By a seeming fate, commonly callednecessity, they are employed, as it says in an old book, laying uptreasures which moth and rust will corrupt and thieves break throughand steal. It is a fool's life, as they will find when they get to theend of it, if not before. It is said that Deucalion and Pyrrha createdmen by throwing stones over their heads behind them:Inde genus durum sumus, experiensque laborum,Et documenta damus qua simus origine nati.Or, as Raleigh rhymes it in his sonorous way,"From thence our kind hard-hearted is, enduring pain and care,Approving that our bodies of a stony nature are."So much for a blind obedience to a blundering oracle, throwing thestones over their heads behind them, and not seeing where they fell.Most men, even in this comparatively free country, through mereignorance and mistake, are so occupied with the factitious cares andsuperfluously coarse labors of life that its finer fruits cannot beplucked by them. Their fingers, from excessive toil, are too clumsyand tremble too much for that. Actually, the laboring man has notleisure for a true integrity day by day; he cannot afford to sustainthe manliest relations to men; his labor would be depreciated in themarket. He has no time to be anything but a machine. How can heremember well his ignorance- which his growth requires- who has sooften to use his knowledge? We should feed and clothe him gratuitouslysometimes, and recruit him with our cordials, before we judge ofhim. The finest qualities of our nature, like the bloom on fruits, canbe preserved only by the most delicate handling. Yet we do not treatourselves nor one another thus tenderly.Some of you, we all know, are poor, find it hard to live, aresometimes, as it were, gasping for breath. I have no doubt that someof you who read this book are unable to pay for all the dinners whichyou have actually eaten, or for the coats and shoes which are fastwearing or are already worn out, and have come to this page to spendborrowed or stolen time, robbing your creditors of an hour. It isvery evident what mean and sneaking lives many of you live, for mysight has been whetted by experience; always on the limits, tryingto get into business and trying to get out of debt, a very ancientslough, called by the Latins aes alienum, another's brass, for some oftheir coins were made of brass; still living, and dying, and buried bythis other's brass; always promising to pay, promising to pay,tomorrow, and dying today, insolvent; seeking to curry favor, to getcustom, by how many modes, only not state-prison offences; lying,flattering, voting, contracting yourselves into a nutshell of civilityor dilating into an atmosphere of thin and vaporous generosity, thatyou may persuade your neighbor to let you make his shoes, or his hat,or his coat, or his carriage, or import his groceries for him; makingyourselves sick, that you may lay up something against a sick day,something to be tucked away in an old chest, or in a stocking behindthe plastering, or, more safely, in the brick bank; no matter where,no matter how much or how little.I sometimes wonder that we can be so frivolous, I may almost say, asto attend to the gross but somewhat foreign form of servitude calledNegro Slavery, there are so many keen and subtle masters that enslaveboth North and South. It is hard to have a Southern overseer; it isworse to have a Northern one; but worst of all when you are theslave-driver of yourself. Talk of a divinity in man! Look at theteamster on the highway, wending to market by day or night; does anydivinity stir within him? His highest duty to fodder and water hishorses! What is his destiny to him compared with the shippinginterests? Does not he drive for Squire Make-a-stir? How godlike, howimmortal, is he? See how he cowers and sneaks, how vaguely all the dayhe fears, not being immortal nor divine, but the slave and prisoner ofhis own opinion of himself, a fame won by his own deeds. Publicopinion is a weak tyrant compared with our own private opinion. What aman thinks of himself, that it is which determines, or ratherindicates, his fate. Self-emancipation even in the West Indianprovinces of the fancy and imagination- what Wilberforce is there tobring that about? Think, also, of the ladies of the land weavingtoilet cushions against the last day, not to betray too green aninterest in their fates! As if you could kill time without injuringeternity.The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is calledresignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city you gointo the desperate country, and have to console yourself with thebravery of minks and muskrats. A ster... [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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